This sucks

Posted by admin on August 22nd, 2005

This is like the worst thing ever. I am feverish all the time. I never stop sweating. My throat and ears HURT!! It is SO painful you wouldn’t believe. I can’t even eat noodles or soft foods yet. Just broth and water.. mostly water. The doctor has me on Tylenol/codeine for the pain. It seems like it is not working as well as it did in the beginning. The first couple days was like a cake walk. I was all cool and it didn’t hurt so much. I could deal. by the fourth day i was in hell.. Parents.. get this done for your kids when they are kids.

Let me start from the beginning. So i go into my surgery and i am all ready to go, everything is cool. I go to sleep then i wake up in PAIN. It hurts so bad, AND i just woke up from anaesthesia so i am kinda half there. That sucked real bad. I just remember Jason was holding my hand and all the nurses were standing around looking at me. I kept trying to tell them to put me back to sleep. I just guessed that they heard my please and did just that, put me back to sleep. Now this happened a few more times. I would wake up, it would hurt, i would go back to sleep. Next thing i know i am being taken to the hospital via ambulance, where i spent the night… that is what i remember.. here is what i was told happened.

Apparently i was given too much anaesthesia and i wouldn’t wake up. When i WAS waking up it was because they were giving me medication to wake me up. But the medication wasn’t waking me all the way. Only for a couple minutes at a time.. wait.. it gets better.. also i got fluid in my lungs.. uh yeah.. fluid in my lungs.. apparently it CAN happen when you have the tube thinggy breathing for you.. CAN happen, but SHOULDN’T happen… AND.. it seems that my blood was not holding oxygen. when i would breath on my own i was not getting any oxygen saturation in my blood. They had to keep me on 100% oxygen all night at the hospital.

Is it me, or is that just too many things that went wrong? Jasons mom said that i should sue. I really wouldn’t know where to begin, and i certainly don’t know if i even have a case. What i do know is that they screwed up quite a few things in a routine surgery. anyhow.. i don’t really have the strength to write anymore. I need to take my codeine and go to sleep. I had Jason take a really cute picture of me and i am going to put it in the pictures section.. hehe.. talk to you all later

It’ a dead mans part.. who could ask for more?

Posted by admin on August 16th, 2005

O.k.. so i am about to go in for my tonsillectomy. I hate that they tell you how there is a very very slim chance that you could die.. ass holes. Now i just know i’m going to die. I know this is not a legally binding document but it is here so there is no disputing that i wrote it.. HA.. I ant Jason to keep whatever of my stuff that he wants. sorry bitches. he IS my man so he gets whatever. I want mary to have Christopher back, and all my CD’s… see deez nuts…. LOL.. I want Julie to have my tarot cards and all my mystical baubles. I want Jason to make sure that my mom gets whatever she wants of my junk. You don’t need it Jason.. just let her have it.. sheesh.. And above all!! I want “dead mans party” the 80’s song, played at my funeral.. I MEAN IT!!! and maybe “little earthquakes” too… I’ll write in a couple days and let everyone know how i am doing.. IF I’M ALIVE.. MWAHHH HA HA HA!!!

Feelin Like ass.. W.o.W.

Posted by admin on August 9th, 2005

I have to take these steroids for my ears. It’s supposed to help bring down the swelling and MAYBE help them drain. Well this stuff is like freakin crack. I spent all day finishing the painting in the bathroom. All by myself. Damn crack. Now i feel like ass. I have a headache and i think a fever. BUT… my love for warcraft runs deep. I think i’ll play until i can’t stands no more. My head has a mild throb with every heart beat. When it gets to a pound then i will go to bed. :-) Oh!! We just watched “Boogieman”.. it was an o.k. movie but the ending sucked.. hard… there was even an alternate ending on the DVD.. Sucked too. I was telling Jason that it is quite a feet to get two crap endings in one movie.. hehe.. o.k.. weez out!!!